Diary of a Man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

...Hmm its such a big black book
Into which i fear to look
its been close to his heart for ages
But i dare to pay its wages
As i open through the pages
Now! i took a journey through
To see if what i conceived was true.

...Here he made it real
Everything he said was no big deal
All of these were his real feelings
Now have found all his true sayings
As i read through in tears
I wish he had told me all his fears

...All his remarks were sage
potraying his true true image
Oh man! i exclaimmed as i read
Only if he made me know his need
But how did he live in such a pretence?
Sure he knows not what i called conscience
He had rather believe in science.

...All he wrote became a riddle
At a point when i got to the middle
As i read i stood to siddle
Too may details even the day i wore purple

...He wrote about a season
When he comitted a treason
It wasn't made known only him knew the reason
Perhaps he thot i was at my horizon

...He said i was far from reach
Even when he calls me peach
At those times we spent at the beach
Watching the ocean at its highest pitch
Not to be wet we always made a twitch.

He Wrote.......
...He had to bide
Waiting to get his ride
Perhaps then i would be his bride
Though i thought he has forgotten my side
Cuz at those times the distance was wide
And setting in already was the tide
when we both thought we would forever abide!!!!!