'Her' Wounded HEART

....Like a rose among thorns
She grew up worn
Trying to live and to stay tall
But it was difficult preventing a fall

....Despite knowing her age
They didn't care what was her stage
Like a book they found a new page
Forgetting those they've locked in a cage

....They end up drying her fountain
And she had to crawl to get to the mountain
So many things left for her to attain
But she is no longer in control of her domain

....Her pains was like piercing through a sore
It was so terrible she felt like a whore
Even if at the end she becomes a fore
Only then to herself she would be a bore

....In the midst of her sorrows,none was there
All they do is stand afar off and stare
Always wishing that someone was near
But never knew where they were

....She looked back to the horror
To her feminity it was an error
No one to tell her story
In silence she would receive the dowry

....Now shes left to hate
Not wanting anyone has date
Telling them all to wait
She took it like it was her fate!

He Wrote to Misery!

If i choose you to be a friend
My life would only go the same trend
a helping hand from you i dont want to lend
Cuz to have u in my life is what i dread
Dont even need your greetings to extend
Even if you bring your troubles my heart will defend.....

......Won't you rather build your shelter in another land?
So i could live and have the freedom to stand
Or i get to learn to live with you around
No way ! misery am breaking this bound
And in my domain you'll no longer be found

You have nothing to offer but tears
Making me live and wallow in my fears
Thank God for HIS SON who cares
All my hurts only HIM bears

Next time you come knocking on my door
Believe me misery i'll be ready for a war
Even if you come to me with a flower
Then i won't be charmed by your power
I'll set my arrows from the top of the tower

But o how their hearts long to merry
With you around they can't get a cherry
Many falls into thy boundless flood
And you drain them of their blood

Well,
Even if i cry and loose my voice
The next minute i live brings me a choice
All i need to do is gird my loins
By that i'll retain my POISE!

Night of Silence!

The wind was so heavy and strong
That i was praying nothing goes wrong
Likewise the thunder and lightning
Then i looked outside my window
There was absolutely nothing to behold

Fear engulfed me-Spirit Soul & Body
I laid down like a rod of steel
So quiet without a conscience
As empty as a body under water
No thot flashed through my mind
Not even of days i'd been kind

Then i had a screaming
Such a large noise behind my wall
At this point fear was totally absent
As such i cant explain what was present
Perhaps a higher level of fear
That made me forgot that 'J' cares

I knew something had gone wrong
But i laid still on my bed with no song
Glued to it like it was home
And the only word i could utter-
Wish i could find my way to the altar

Suddenly i had my name
I couldnt have thot all this was a game
A colossus image stood in front of me
Its largeness i cant qualify
He told me to learn being still
Cuz on my own i cant climb the hills

As he spoke to me i began to shiver
It was a kind of sudden fever
My lips were too heavy to speak
And my temperature was high in a click
But as he fades away out of sight
Only then i began to feel ligth

Then i was up with little trembling
Was all this a trance?was my question
But there i was back to reality
Its not over!- i exclaimmed

Diary of a Man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

...Hmm its such a big black book
Into which i fear to look
its been close to his heart for ages
But i dare to pay its wages
As i open through the pages
Now! i took a journey through
To see if what i conceived was true.

...Here he made it real
Everything he said was no big deal
All of these were his real feelings
Now have found all his true sayings
As i read through in tears
I wish he had told me all his fears

...All his remarks were sage
potraying his true true image
Oh man! i exclaimmed as i read
Only if he made me know his need
But how did he live in such a pretence?
Sure he knows not what i called conscience
He had rather believe in science.

...All he wrote became a riddle
At a point when i got to the middle
As i read i stood to siddle
Too may details even the day i wore purple

...He wrote about a season
When he comitted a treason
It wasn't made known only him knew the reason
Perhaps he thot i was at my horizon

...He said i was far from reach
Even when he calls me peach
At those times we spent at the beach
Watching the ocean at its highest pitch
Not to be wet we always made a twitch.

He Wrote.......
...He had to bide
Waiting to get his ride
Perhaps then i would be his bride
Though i thought he has forgotten my side
Cuz at those times the distance was wide
And setting in already was the tide
when we both thought we would forever abide!!!!!

WORDS OF A FRIEND

You came suddenly like a wind from the west
You tried all you could to give me rest
But deep down in you, it wasn’t your best
Now am walking away returning to my nest

You helped to forget the horrible past
Though it didn’t go away that fast
Still you stood with me like a mast
And took away every thot of being a cast
Then i was rescued at the very last

Those times we spent is not a regret
The memories might fade but I wont forget
When we talk like we’re related
Even when we realize it was belated
But now the distance is more dilated

Everyone around thot we were together
I was convinced it won’t be forever
All I say to myself is ‘whatever’
Even at those times I long for the rain
I get a consolation it’s not in vain

Where are the days I thot would come?
Things I’ve dreamt we would become
Days, months now we count years
And have been silent through times of sears
‘Cos the language I speak only you hears

Now a mountain is needed for a wall
‘Cos it was difficult preventing a fall
The times end up making us small
That you lost me inside a mall
Hope to walk on the mountain and stand tall
Finding my way even if I have to crawl.

FINAL WORDS

….. You helped to open a blinded sight
Even though at the end she was left to fight
You simply want to fly away like kite
Leaving her in that same site

….. Perhaps the story about princes is good in dreams
In reality you were found and vanished like fumes
May her life’s breath find refuge in your heart?
Destroyed in your love may her life depart

….. The earth changes as it brings rest
The language it speaks has colours at every best
The climes wear green on their head
And the sky lays a blue sheet over its bed

….. The rain is not so straight it has a twist
It tells us something as it pours a mist
Softly it blows a gentle breeze
It says so much listen please

….. Thot she was going to get destroyed in your storm
Then she was rejuvenated and reformed
It ceased because you pronounce peace
But like a puzzle she couldn’t find the last piece

….. Never again will the wind be shameless
Never again will our steps falter so blameless
Till eternity she would be left in loneliness
Struggling to live in a world of righteousness

….. Eyes fall in love but the earth does the suffering
She long to gain something but had to start struggling
But just in case your fate has another card to play
You can always bury your past in the clay.

MY REPLICA

It all seems like a dream
A light in the fullness of its beam
At a point when my heart was cream
And my light was going dim
But all vanished like fume

….. Past full of errors we both shared
Present in delusion we became scared
Future so great all we need is a lift
Destiny so sure simply by our gift
A world so pure, we could handle the drift

…... Like a shadow it appears so real
Looking just like me I could not conceal
We helped to forget the past that cease to heal
To correct the present by being still
And establish a future climbing the hills

….. Decisions we made left our hearts to ache
But it doesn’t really matter what was at stake
Our determination at first looks so fake
Walking towards a destiny we want to make
All it will take is our faith to walk on the lake

….. We won’t need a mountain for a wall
And living rite would prevent a fall
Though the task makes us so small
We’ll get there even if it’s to crawl
Walking on the mountains and standing tall.

BEEN A WHILE

Now its been a while
Have been walking over a mile
O n the shores of this silenet oceans
Feeling the breeze coming in a gentle motion

A time to stay still and rethink
While patiently waiting 4 da quickest link
At intervals my heart skips
Making it a compartment like chips

Is this a time of silence?
Or a time to speak my mind
A time of an outburst of of violence?
Or a time for another to find

As the day draws into nigth
All the world's now a stage
LORD show me the future how brigth
so i can turn to a new page

.......to be continued

PRAYER OF A PENITENT

....Oh Lord! how great thou art
Full of Holiness is thy path
Which i desire more in my heart
Love and mercy are forever yours
That exempts me from every curse

...Only you give life and grace
And You attend to every human race
It's an assurance You'll hear my case
But who can dear shun Your precedent?
Or force it into his own content

...I will take heed to my ways
So i can continually give You praise
But Lord help me to measure my days
pleasures have taken the days of my youth
And its only in YOU i've found the truth

...Only You Know my hearts depth
And all this uncleanness leaves it unkept
Likewise every single theft
But let this heart of mine be purified
Only then will my life be sanctified

...I wont drown in my tears
Even when my adversaries draw out their spears
Cuz at Your feet i'll lay my fears
Look down Oh Lord and hear my cry
And take away my every sigh.

ISAIAH 1:18-------Come let us reason together,saith d Lord