He Wrote to Misery!

If i choose you to be a friend
My life would only go the same trend
a helping hand from you i dont want to lend
Cuz to have u in my life is what i dread
Dont even need your greetings to extend
Even if you bring your troubles my heart will defend.....

......Won't you rather build your shelter in another land?
So i could live and have the freedom to stand
Or i get to learn to live with you around
No way ! misery am breaking this bound
And in my domain you'll no longer be found

You have nothing to offer but tears
Making me live and wallow in my fears
Thank God for HIS SON who cares
All my hurts only HIM bears

Next time you come knocking on my door
Believe me misery i'll be ready for a war
Even if you come to me with a flower
Then i won't be charmed by your power
I'll set my arrows from the top of the tower

But o how their hearts long to merry
With you around they can't get a cherry
Many falls into thy boundless flood
And you drain them of their blood

Well,
Even if i cry and loose my voice
The next minute i live brings me a choice
All i need to do is gird my loins
By that i'll retain my POISE!

Night of Silence!

The wind was so heavy and strong
That i was praying nothing goes wrong
Likewise the thunder and lightning
Then i looked outside my window
There was absolutely nothing to behold

Fear engulfed me-Spirit Soul & Body
I laid down like a rod of steel
So quiet without a conscience
As empty as a body under water
No thot flashed through my mind
Not even of days i'd been kind

Then i had a screaming
Such a large noise behind my wall
At this point fear was totally absent
As such i cant explain what was present
Perhaps a higher level of fear
That made me forgot that 'J' cares

I knew something had gone wrong
But i laid still on my bed with no song
Glued to it like it was home
And the only word i could utter-
Wish i could find my way to the altar

Suddenly i had my name
I couldnt have thot all this was a game
A colossus image stood in front of me
Its largeness i cant qualify
He told me to learn being still
Cuz on my own i cant climb the hills

As he spoke to me i began to shiver
It was a kind of sudden fever
My lips were too heavy to speak
And my temperature was high in a click
But as he fades away out of sight
Only then i began to feel ligth

Then i was up with little trembling
Was all this a trance?was my question
But there i was back to reality
Its not over!- i exclaimmed

Diary of a Man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

...Hmm its such a big black book
Into which i fear to look
its been close to his heart for ages
But i dare to pay its wages
As i open through the pages
Now! i took a journey through
To see if what i conceived was true.

...Here he made it real
Everything he said was no big deal
All of these were his real feelings
Now have found all his true sayings
As i read through in tears
I wish he had told me all his fears

...All his remarks were sage
potraying his true true image
Oh man! i exclaimmed as i read
Only if he made me know his need
But how did he live in such a pretence?
Sure he knows not what i called conscience
He had rather believe in science.

...All he wrote became a riddle
At a point when i got to the middle
As i read i stood to siddle
Too may details even the day i wore purple

...He wrote about a season
When he comitted a treason
It wasn't made known only him knew the reason
Perhaps he thot i was at my horizon

...He said i was far from reach
Even when he calls me peach
At those times we spent at the beach
Watching the ocean at its highest pitch
Not to be wet we always made a twitch.

He Wrote.......
...He had to bide
Waiting to get his ride
Perhaps then i would be his bride
Though i thought he has forgotten my side
Cuz at those times the distance was wide
And setting in already was the tide
when we both thought we would forever abide!!!!!